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eh, kita ini bukan macam hidung tak mancung, pipi tersorong-sorong,
kita tahulah kita ini macam melukut di tepi gantang,
orang tak hendak kita pun tak ingin lah.
(padahal tak sedar diri diuntung)

jangan dicanang satu dunia, dia awak yang punya,
bila-bila pun boleh ditarik balik,
bukan,
bukan kita dengki,
kita ingatkan saja.

nah, hati bukan untuk orang jaga tapi beri pada Tuhan, berbaloi-baloi.

sampai tua, nanti

ehem, awak sanggup tunggu saya sampai tua?

150 juta dan fynn jamal

oh, ini bikin aku rasa nak lompat-lompat. aku kenal fynn jamal lama sudah (kenal melalui membaca ok) jujurnya, tulisan dan karya beliau sangat aku suka, dan aku tahu dia ada upload kan video-video tertentu di youtube, tapi aku selalu kurang ambil peduli dan lebih suka membaca daripada mendengar. tapi, tapi ini malam, aku terjumpa ini. ah, lepas ini memang perlu khatamkan semua persembahan beliau. dan bila aku kata aku obses, memang aku obses kepada puisi yang sebegini lah. :D

you're the

let's play some game with the words, shall we? :) if only I knew this earlier I could send this to my mom during her birthday, that would be perfect. hehe.

You're the story to my books.
You're the apple to my pie.
You're the black to my berry.
You're the pen to my paper.
You're the teen to my ages.
You're the height to my limit.
You're the reason to my why.
You're the prosperity to my burger.
You're the pros to my cons.
You're the sweet to my sour.
You're the drugs to my pains.
You're the contact to my lens.
You're the star to my nights
You're the love of my life.

So, enjoy. why don't you try some? It's fun.

much love monday

I love : getting much love from the people around me.  Je t'aime. 

persona

kita selalu kan nak nampak impressive di mata orang,
nak nampak cool, hebat, tak jauh ke belakang,
tapi di mata Tuhan,
*facepalm*

sebab di mata orang, kita akan dipuji melambung-lambung,
atau kita boleh kira berapa banyak 'like' di facebook.

tapi di mata Tuhan,
ah itu aku dan Tuhan,
*facepalm*

hidup kalau untuk menjadi kegemaran orang,
err err tak ke mana.
hidup untuk menjadi orang lain,
macam kau pakai topeng, sambil berlakon atas pentas,
oh ini pelakon itu,
bila kau belakang pentas, tak siapa pun yang kenal kau.
kau pilih untuk berada atas pentas,
supaya dikenali.

jangan, (nasihat untuk diri juga)
buruk dan baiknya diri kau,
terima diri seadanya,
yang buruk kita elokkanlah,
yang baik, alhamdulillah.

picisan untuk aku dan kau semua : In ancient Latin, persona meant "mask." Today it does not usually refer to a literal mask but to the "social masks" all humans supposedly wear.







sumber : flickr

misguided ghosts

I am going away for a while
I'll be back don't try and follow me
I'll return as soon as possible
See I'm tryin' to find my place
It might not be here where I feel safe
We all learn to make mistakes,

And run from them
From them
With no direction
We'll run from them
From them
With no conviction

I'm just one of those ghosts
Travelling endlessly
Don't need no roads
In fact they follow me
And we just go in circles

Now I'm told that this is life
Pain is just a simple compromise
So we can we get what we want out of it
Someone care to classify
Broken hearts and twisted minds
So i can find, someone to rely on,

And run to them
to them
Full speed ahead
Oh you are not
Useless
We are just

Misguided ghosts
Travelling endlessly
The ones we trusted the most
Pushed us far away
And there's no one road
We should not be the same
I'm just a ghost
And still they echo me
They echo me in circles.

mode : paramore in action