#16

padanlah hati tak berapa berdebar,
padanlah makan pun lalu,
padanlah tenang setenang air,
padanlah tak menangis juga,

alhamdulillah, moga Tuhan berikan keajaiban untuk hari ini dan esok.

bangsawan

serupa bangsawan bersemayam di atas singgahsana,
tapi itulah serupa,
tak sama,

eh, esok mahu mencoret jawapan-jawapan ilmu kesihatan awam dan masyarakat, tapi itulah serupa hati tidak berdegup kencang,
macam kan lah senang,
esok kalau menangis,
aku tahu sudah atas sebab apa.

paper heart

I fold it carefully. Mind you, I have always been extra cautious. Always. But, let's skip that. My eyes were gazing through it. Every aspect of it. I wonder whether I should keep it or barely keep it (give it to someone that deserves it). The fact that someone who deserves it came across my mind. None. What a nuisance. It's just that I could not keep this paper for a long time. Eventually, I'll end up tearing it all apart. Worst, I'll cry along with it.

this paper is my heart.

paper heart.

serenity

There's so much I want to do, and yet it never happened. That's just me.

 Big dreams and random excuses made just so I won't be labelled as guilty.

I have come to one point. It should end here.

Hope less.

I just want to be drowned in my own world.

Words crafted upon my mind. 

I longed for it.

#14

patut sebenarnya belajar ilmu mempertahankan sekeping hati,
penatlah bila sudah dicuri berulang kali,
dan tak pernah pulangkan,
eh.
untuk pencuri hati.

pagi

mata terpisat-pisat, pagi menjengah dan menyapanya,
rintik mentari berderai,
dan tersingkap pelangi tujuh warna,
seperti warna-warna hatinya,

tolong sampaikan

aku sedang membungkus hati kemas-kemas,
nah, aku mahu terbangkan hati pulang ke tempat asalnya,
tempat mulanya dia terjatuh,
terjatuh dan bergetar seluruh rasa,
redup dan dingin,
dan terkadang terik,
aku masih mampu,
sekiranya hati yang aku kirimkan dipulangkan kembali,
itu ertinya,
aku telah mencuba sekurangnya,
membawa hati ke tempat asalnya.