Against

Secretly, I'm hoping that Manchester united will lose against Real Madrid. Ahah.

#26

The hardest part of all, is when I thought I had it all under control. Though how much I keep convincing myself, the truth, the effects are still there. That's when I realized, I'm not strong. I was pretending to be one. Pretending is good until at one moment, you've lost all your strength. No more strength to pretend.

After all, the most strong one is Allah.

Of dreams and reality

Seeing the doctors working late at night, has made me so eager to actually become a real one. Talking to the patients, comforting them and sharing happiness together. I guess, this is what I really want to do in my life despite the hectic life I'm facing right now, the rough and tough syllabus.

Besides, there's a saying what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. I hope.

Do pray for me and my friends. Insyallah.

#25

Hati manusia bukan untuk kau pijak-pijak kan.
Sekejam mana pun, tunjuk sedikit belas, boleh?

Ngerti?

Lost and found.

Sometimes, we want to be lost and to be found. By the loved one of course. But if there's no one in searching for us, maybe we should learn how to search for our own soul that lost. Find them all,stick and keep them safely. This is not a matter of trust. This is a matter of survival.

We don't always have to depend on others. After all, who knows ourselves better? Us. And God.

These silence nights shall pass.

dinding wajah

kata orang, kalau sayang, raut wajahnya, lirik matanya, senyum manisnya semua dihafal.

aku iyakan.

tapi bagaimana ya kalau aku katakan kita buatkan dinding wajah.

wajah yang tersayang ; sama ada cebiknya,rajuknya, amarahnya,

kita lekatkan pada dinding.

supaya nanti aku bila terjaga, segala apa adanya tentang wajah tersayang aku hafal

supaya nanti bila aku lupa,

mungkin aku akan lekas teringat.

kalian yang aku sayang, setiap satunya aku lekatkan pada dinding wajah.

#24

Memang suka menyakat. Sengih sampai telinga. Kiri kanan depan belakang semua ada orang yang sayang. Haih, belajar bersyukur.