29th february.

Yesterday, we took a leap. Today we March forward.

At times, when I actually feel that I grab you, it isn't. It's a dream afterall. Am I too slow?

hold that thought

There are no books of life. Of what to do and don't in handling your life. Right and wrong. Go figure it yourself. Often, I find that, I keep wanting to make the right and right decisions. Bullshit. How would you know it's even the right decisions. And I'm afraid of the wrong decisions which lead to big impact. I jot down in my memory, of all the things that ever happened and from the readings, what should and shouldn't. Precisely.

We'll see later, if it ever works. This idea of mine. In future.

and winter is here,

It's a long way anyway. We still have hours, days, and even months to encounter. I don't expect there's sweetness all along, there's bitterness too. And I won't stop being me just for your sake. And please don't stop being you.

love will find you

and they call her love.

mask I

No one seems like innocent like they potrayed. Eventually, when the nasty crap secrets pouring out, yeah you stand there and said this is me,pfft.

There's no one perfect (the same over reasons keep repeating). I know, in fact I knew it already since long time ago. And I thought, the angels in front of the parents are angels but I was wrong and it scared me out of shit. These ain't angels, but devils I rather said.

Judgemental enough? I am being judgemental, because like I said, it scared me out of shit.

Be grateful for the home you have, knowing that at this moment, all you have is all you need

So, as I'm scribbling down right now, I am wondering what have happened? Where all those precious moments gone to? Where all those humanity disappeared to? I cursed over and over again when I know I shouldn't. Seriously, I am tired. Too tired to actually care what should and should not.

My plans were ruined. Having said that, there's a slight regret and a little bit gratefulness. Time, money and your life. Be grateful for your life for sure. God knows better. HE's saving the better, the good, and his mercy upon his creations. I am just a merely human. I don't even know what the future holds.

So, let's say I am rising back from the fall.

jelajah bumi

Baru pulang dari bandar sebelah selatan, penat tapi berbaloi-baloi.
Banyak yang dapat perhati, tafsir dan tak kurang juga wang yang mengalir.
Semoga punya kesempatan lagi di lain-lain waktu.