for the soul.

Past is for us to learn.





Hope, and try to let go.

Perfect weekend.

Kalau hujung minggu kat Malaysia memang ditunggu-tunggu. Pagi-pagi dah pekena teh tarik, roti telur, mee bandung, nasi lemak. Slurpp. Lagi best, this is the only moment the whole family is together, bincang isu semasa yang keluar dekat surat khabar.

Tapi tu kalaulah.

Dekat sini, hujung minggu pun tak ada. Cuti sehari nak buat semua benda. Nangis.

Nak balik for good. Still kena tunggu tolak campur bahagi darab lebih kurang 2 tahun lagi.

Nasib.

As free as a bird

Maybe if I'm just too tired, I'm gonna quit.

Almost six years. Nearer to the end, but my mind and body have limitations.

Perhaps, as free as a bird.

Let's escape.

Little things #2

kopi pekat dan gula.

Dua jiwa yang berbeza.

"Aku orangnya memilih, tak semua aku kawan,"
"Kenapa? Kau ala-ala dua darjat?"
"Bukan. Tak semua pun yang berkawan dengan kau mahu susah senang. Lebihnya mahu kau jatuh,"
"Kau yang angkuh sangat tak?"
"Aku memang macam ni, yang depan kau inilah. Aku memang tak pandai bercakap. Tak pandai bersosial. Ah, mungkinlah orang ingat aku sombong tak peramah serupa kau,"
"Tak apa, kau ada aku,"

Aku senyum. Memang aku punya kau. Memang jumlah kawan di laman sosial aku tak banyak mana pun. Tapi sekurangnya aku ada kau waktu susah senang. Kau seorang sudah cukup berbanding 400 yang lain.

Janji kawan dengan kau lagi kukuh lebih daripada bercinta.

Sick

Trust issues and sixth sense. Which one should I trust more? Care to share?

People are just so not trust-able these days. One time, they are so convincing but the next time, gone with the wind. Don't make promises. Just don't.

a sip of thought.

I have realized one thing, when there are so much works to do. Mind is pretty much occupied. I put aside my writings. Damn. So, my writings are some sorts of therapy. Soul therapy.
Though, I haven't been actively writing these days, I actually observe a lot. Admiring from afar.

Having said that, admiring without actions is useless. One of my friends actually said this to me 'Life is so  not great, if you're not willing to take a risk' . Chances are you will obtain something or you'll learn something.

I nodded.