rage

No. I don't need facebook to suggest you to be added as my close friends. On what basis is it exactly? We did message constantly but then it stopped. It should has never started in the first place, I rather said.

you will always get back to home

#quote : 'the light of love flows out of us, but often it goes nowhere because it's blocked by fear' by Paulo Coelho

you're my pet

senyum sampai telinga ;) part menari dalam rumah sgt refreshing, try jom? 

oh, ini lagu best.

#3

tak pernah kesah akan kehilangan,

kerana tak pernah memiliki pun pada awalnya,

datang dan pergi,

serupa siang dan malam,

tak pernah kekal,

kerana ciptaan Tuhan hanya kekal di sana nanti,

untuk apa semua rasa yang tidak enak,

semuanya pun bersifat sementara,

buang jauh-jauh rasa itu,

kita serupa bermula semula,

kerana apa adanya hari ini,

bakal hilang esoknya.

untuk kita semua, perayau.

#2

kita cuma perayau,
sampai nanti, kita kan pulang ke tempat asal,
kita hadamkan saja,
yang kelabu, hitam dan putih,
mula dan hentinya di mana,
kita sendiri tak pasti,
sampai nanti, hembusan asap nyawa ditarik,
kita pergi,
mungkin nanti, yang tinggal dimamah,
hanya jasa-jasa yang pernah kita taburkan,
kita tak pernah tahu dan mungkin tak akan tahu pun.

#1

eh, kita ini bukan macam hidung tak mancung, pipi tersorong-sorong,
kita tahulah kita ini macam melukut di tepi gantang,
orang tak hendak kita pun tak ingin lah.
(padahal tak sedar diri diuntung)

jangan dicanang satu dunia, dia awak yang punya,
bila-bila pun boleh ditarik balik,
bukan,
bukan kita dengki,
kita ingatkan saja.

nah, hati bukan untuk orang jaga tapi beri pada Tuhan, berbaloi-baloi.

sampai tua, nanti

ehem, awak sanggup tunggu saya sampai tua?

150 juta dan fynn jamal

oh, ini bikin aku rasa nak lompat-lompat. aku kenal fynn jamal lama sudah (kenal melalui membaca ok) jujurnya, tulisan dan karya beliau sangat aku suka, dan aku tahu dia ada upload kan video-video tertentu di youtube, tapi aku selalu kurang ambil peduli dan lebih suka membaca daripada mendengar. tapi, tapi ini malam, aku terjumpa ini. ah, lepas ini memang perlu khatamkan semua persembahan beliau. dan bila aku kata aku obses, memang aku obses kepada puisi yang sebegini lah. :D

you're the

let's play some game with the words, shall we? :) if only I knew this earlier I could send this to my mom during her birthday, that would be perfect. hehe.

You're the story to my books.
You're the apple to my pie.
You're the black to my berry.
You're the pen to my paper.
You're the teen to my ages.
You're the height to my limit.
You're the reason to my why.
You're the prosperity to my burger.
You're the pros to my cons.
You're the sweet to my sour.
You're the drugs to my pains.
You're the contact to my lens.
You're the star to my nights
You're the love of my life.

So, enjoy. why don't you try some? It's fun.

much love monday

I love : getting much love from the people around me.  Je t'aime. 

persona

kita selalu kan nak nampak impressive di mata orang,
nak nampak cool, hebat, tak jauh ke belakang,
tapi di mata Tuhan,
*facepalm*

sebab di mata orang, kita akan dipuji melambung-lambung,
atau kita boleh kira berapa banyak 'like' di facebook.

tapi di mata Tuhan,
ah itu aku dan Tuhan,
*facepalm*

hidup kalau untuk menjadi kegemaran orang,
err err tak ke mana.
hidup untuk menjadi orang lain,
macam kau pakai topeng, sambil berlakon atas pentas,
oh ini pelakon itu,
bila kau belakang pentas, tak siapa pun yang kenal kau.
kau pilih untuk berada atas pentas,
supaya dikenali.

jangan, (nasihat untuk diri juga)
buruk dan baiknya diri kau,
terima diri seadanya,
yang buruk kita elokkanlah,
yang baik, alhamdulillah.

picisan untuk aku dan kau semua : In ancient Latin, persona meant "mask." Today it does not usually refer to a literal mask but to the "social masks" all humans supposedly wear.







sumber : flickr

misguided ghosts

I am going away for a while
I'll be back don't try and follow me
I'll return as soon as possible
See I'm tryin' to find my place
It might not be here where I feel safe
We all learn to make mistakes,

And run from them
From them
With no direction
We'll run from them
From them
With no conviction

I'm just one of those ghosts
Travelling endlessly
Don't need no roads
In fact they follow me
And we just go in circles

Now I'm told that this is life
Pain is just a simple compromise
So we can we get what we want out of it
Someone care to classify
Broken hearts and twisted minds
So i can find, someone to rely on,

And run to them
to them
Full speed ahead
Oh you are not
Useless
We are just

Misguided ghosts
Travelling endlessly
The ones we trusted the most
Pushed us far away
And there's no one road
We should not be the same
I'm just a ghost
And still they echo me
They echo me in circles.

mode : paramore in action

you didn't see it coming, huh?

To see at some point, some people faced shit, I felt fortunate. At least, the 'shit' that hits me wasn't bad compared to them. Well, obviously, each one of us had encountered shit. That's life anyway. Nothing went well right from the beginning.

Apparently, I read this story of a guy who deeply in love with this woman, let's call her Lisa. This naive guy, actually was too scared to confess his feelings. He kept waiting for the right time to make a move. Days passed, and when actually he had the courage to do so, Lisa rejected him. Not that Lisa, wasn't in love in him but because she had been proposed by a friend of that guy. She thought, this naive guy was actually drawing a friend zone line between them. Now, what went wrong? Fear, time and obviously the friend zone line. Sigh.

On another note, this is a story of a loyal guy. Let's call him, Adam. Adam is the type of a guy not with the charming face whatsoever, but he's obviously charming in his own way. He  has the talent to write beautifully, play guitar and the talent of his own which is being loyal. Unfortunately, through all those years, he never met not even a single woman who's loyal to him. Once, he decided that he actually found the right woman to be by his side, June. But to only realized, June was none other less same as the other women. She called off the wedding when there's only few weeks left. Now, what went wrong? Love itself, and I said shit.

So to come to think about it, there's so much shits out there, in every unique ways.

But there's always a saying, behind that shit, you will gain something more valuable. Nah, I don't know. I'm the kind that possibly trying to avoid shits in every possible ways. I don't dare to take risks because one hell I'm sure of, it hurts.

To be more,straightforward, coward.



p/ s: seems like ages I have not been writing so passionately like this. My love to write has blossomed.

pengecut

kadang-kadang kerana sudah terlalu biasa, ketidak terbiasaaan jadi janggal,
kekok,
sedangkan untuk menjadi sesuatu yang luar biasa, kelompok biasa itu sendiri harus diketepikan,
mungkin kerana sudah berada di zon selesa,
*hela nafas*

komplikasi dan kesan akan datang, mungkin itu yang membantutkan ketidak terbiasaan,
fear and willing to take risk, adalah dua perkara yang bergerak seiringan,
tapi selalunya aku berhenti di bahagian depan, fear.
*hela nafas*

kerana takut untuk mencuba, sebenarnya takut untuk melihat kesannya,
pengecut.

kehidupan

hidup sebelum adanya kamu,
biasa, bangun dan tidur.
hidup sedang adanya kamu,
masih biasa, bangun dan tidur dan masih tertunggu-tunggu,
hidup sebelum dan sedang adanya,
tak banyak pun yang lari.

ini ikhlas atau sebenarnya sedang pura-pura,

kerja aku adalah hidup-Wan

sherlock

Oh my, I just can't get enough of Sherlock. It is a brilliant series and my he is such spectacularly amazing in finding an end to all his cases. Brilliant. I'm admiring him, yes right now. And did you all know that House characters is actually based on Sherlock Holmes. And now I know, what turns me on, a genius,sarcastic man. Enough said.

p/s: I'm thinking of finding and reading the sherlock series. You just can't get enough, huh?

I don't need a parachute

I don't quite remember her, but it was around september 2010 where I got to know and oh my this is fantastic and awesome.

4th april

sometimes you have to look hard at something,
to see its value.

I failed at emphasizing my feelings. My bad. Some people take it as loud as it can be. Perhaps, we are not right for each other right from the start.

Sincerely,
soul of mine.

koleksi cinta

Sebulan sekali tambah koleksi cinta. Seronok. Perasaan dia macam budak-budak yang dapat gula-gula. Misi akan datang, koleksi cinta perlu dihabiskan. Ayuh.